Cry baby lover

((Part 1))

I hav a secret. A dark secret where I keep it away, deep in my heart for very long....I wanna forget it....

Construction site,

"Aikawa-San!! Pls accept me as yr boyfriend!!!"

....."HUH?!?!!"

My name is Aikawa Hiroshi. I'm 38 this year. I'm one of the leader for the construction workers in a construction company. As usual, I'm doin my shift while working here n there. Than out of no where this young teenage boy just stood Infront of me asking to go out with him.... My life might be a joke....

Haneko : my name is Takehiko Haneko!!! I'm 17 this year!!! Pls go out with me!!!//blush n look nervous//

Aikawa : no~~~*straight forward*

Haneko : b-but---

Aikawa : //walks away// go away boy~~~ u gonna be late for schul~~~

Yishhhh wat a joke on my life~~~ getting ask out like those cliche high schul love story~~~ not to mention by a high schuler

Ishida : Aikawa-San~~~isn't that too harsh on him~~~ plus why u??? 

Aikawa : huh?

Ishida : I mean u r old!! No offence n Oso u look so neutral~~~ instead I'm hot n young~~~

Aikawa : shush it. If u so wanna get screw by a man I'll ask him to do it~~~

Ishida : Aikawa-San is always so harsh as always~~~~

Tsk....it's not like I wanna be harsh....but I prefer not to get clingy with anyone after all....

....

"I'm sori...I cannot love u anymore...."

It's not her fault after all....

My eyes open wide open...cold sweat trail down my face. It's been so long since I had that dream again....I sit up on my bed n try to calm my breathing. 

It has to be that boys fault that I hav such a dream again....sigh... Watever, I won't be seeing him anymore~~~!!!

That morning I was walking as slow as I can to the construction site. I'm already late anyway so no point rushing if the result is the same. I finally reach the site. As usual I pin in my card n grab my gloves to start working.

Aikawa : morning....

Ishida : ahhh morning aikawa-San~~~there's some there waiting for u~~~

Aikawa : me?

I follow Ishida towards the construction area n there was a crowd of workers around the boy....his here again... It isn't hard to spot him. Despite all the tall, build men-workers, he stood out like a sore-thumb with his height....

"Wow!! U r very tall for a high Schuler!!!"

"Boy, if u ever need a job on after graduate u can come here!!! With yr height n build, it's a definite u will be hired"

Haneko : sure~~~I'll giv it a thought~~~~

....wat is this atmosphere...most of the time in this hour everyone will be dead stress n bad-mood---wat is this smoothing atmosphere---????

I was stunned n stoned by that moe atmosphere....it's....disgusting----

Than he suddenly look at me at n his face light up. He ran towards my direction. His body was no longer hidden behind the workers n hs uniform was visible. That's an elite high schul....I guess he isn't a dumbass after all....

Haneko : aikawa-San!!!! I've been looking for~~~u sure come to work late~~~

*anger* wats this brats problem?!?!!!

Aikawa : wat do u want asshole??? Can't u see we got work to do?!?!!

Haneko : a-ah!! I'm sori!! I'm here to ask u out again aikawa-San!!!

...despite his age...he looks older than that...not only that but his blushing so hard I think I can cook an egg on his face....*sigh* he is a young brat...maybe a virgin~~~I hate kids....

Ishida : aikawa-sannn why don't u just giv it a thought properly this time~~~

Aikawa : huh????? His a dude not only that but a teenager!!!!

Ishida : but for someone to hav so much courage~~~dosent that increase credibility?~~~

Worker A : that's rite aikawa~~~u hav divorce for 6 years now~~~u shud find someone back~~~~

Aikawa : no way dude!!! Especially not from a brat who does not even hav a mature brain!!!

I know my words are hard but I didn't expect him to cry....I look back at the boy n there was tears rolling down his cheek....he was biting his lower lip n both of his hands were gripping tighly on his vest.

Haneko ://forceful smile// ah....I'm sori....i know my feelings are one-sided from the start...I shudnt force it on aikawa-San....

Aikawa : o-oi---

Before I could say anything he bow n ran away really quickly. It was fast but I could see he was crying n tearing up badly....*sigh* I feel like a really bad guy who just broke a woman's heart....

Ishida : owahhhh----aikawa-San u r so harsh----

Worker B : wat a heart breaker----

Aikawa : w-wat??? Me????

Worker C : bro that sucks of u!!

Ishida : his still a high schul kid after all----

Aikawa : b-but I-I just----

Before I knew it they all left me there standing trying to explain....

Am I really the bad guy here??????

....I-I guess I'll go apologies.....

That afternoon I went to the schul where the boy studied.i knew where it is since I remeber his uniform. It's about time the students start leaving....it's so awkward for an old guy like me waiting infront of a high schul gate... This is ambrassing.....arghhhh!!!

Soon the students start to walk out of the schul compound one after another n they all look at me....if there is a tunnel I wish I can hide in it right now....

Than I spot him.

Again his height always make him so abvious. I was about to walk towards him when I notice he was rubbing his nose. His eyes was glassy n he was sniffing..... Don't tell me he has been crying since this morning till now----not to mention I didn't see any friends with him....

Guess I hav no choice.... I walk up towards him n pat his back. He turn around with his watery eye. However, his face soon turn into horror as he try to run away again. This time I'm sure to grab hold of his hand. 

Aikawa : o-oi!!! Don't run away when ppl wants to talk to u!!!

Haneko : t-there isn't much to say....I understand the situation now...//sniff n cries//

*sigh* it's really awkward now...his crying like a little kid whereas he look like a 20+ young man----

Aikawa : //wipe hanekos tears with a tissue n pass it to the young man// stop crying!!! U r making me the bad guy here!!!

Haneko : y-yes sir....

S-sir?????....d-did I sound harsh again?....

Aikawa : I-I'm sori...I apologies for my rudeness this morning....I don't mean to sound harsh it's just who I am.... N about yr confession....

Haneko :.....

Aikawa : I-I'm sori...I'm flatter but I can't accept it.....but we can be friends~~~~

Haneko : f-friends?....

Aikawa : yea~~~it might be weird to be friends with an old guy like me but hey~~~it might work out //smile//

Haneko : //shakes his head// it's not weird at all!!! Im happy to be aikawa-San friend!!!

Aikawa : n as apology~~~let's me treat for something to eat~~~it's on me~~~

Haneko : //smile happily// thanks aikawa-San but I cannot drink....I'm still underage~~~

Aikawa : gah!!!!i forgot!!!

In the end we ate in a fast food restaurant....

Aikawa : nee----how did u know my name to begin with?---n how did u know me too?---don't tell me u r a stalker??----

Haneko : I-I'm not a stalker QAQ!!! I-it's just...we meet before....a few times to be precise...

Aikawa :....really??

Haneko : it happen long ago when I was still in middle schul....

I was...u can say quite a rebel....I get into lots of trouble, mostly fights..... Than there is this one time where I got hit really bad n was bleeding by the ally way.... N that's where we first meet.....

[[flash back]]

Aikawa : o-oiii!!! Hey???? Dude?!?!!! Are u alrite?!?!!! 

Haneko : huh??? Leave me alone....

Aikawa : not gonna happen boy!!! Come on!!! We r getting u bandage up!!!

U brought me home with u too get treated n cover up my wounds...

Haneko : that hurts old hag!!!!

Aikawa : //hit Haneko in the head// IF IT HURTS THAN DONT GET YRSELF INTO THESE SHITTY TROUBLE AGAIN!!!!

That wasn't a very calming...conversation----

I swear to not see u again...but...when I was in trouble...u came to my aid again....

This time I got hit really bad that I broke my hand....

Doctor : he shud be fine. It isn't a huge crack so it's alrite~~~but he shud really stop fighting

Aikawa : ARGHHHHHH SHITTY BRAT!!!!! DIDNT I CALL U NOT TO GET INTO SUCH A SHITTY MESSSS?!?!!!!

Haneko : IT ISNT YR BUSINESSS!!! SHITTY OLD FART!!!!

Aikawa : //grab hanekos hair// HUH?!?!!! WHOS THE ONE WHI BROUGHT U HERE U INGRATEFUL DEEP SHIT!!!!

N....again I got in trouble.....

Policeman : sign here

Aikawa ://signs// thanks.....

Haneko :.....

Aikawa : let's go....

That night was a very long nite...u walk me home but the road seems endless....

Haneko :...they died didn't they...

Aikawa :...yea.....

Haneko :.....I-I didn't expect the fight to be this big....//starts crying//*bite his Lower lip n grab his shirt// I didn't really thought of something like this to happen!!!

Aikawa :....*sigh* come here...//hugs Haneko// come on kid...it's not yr fault....everything has it's own fate....sometimes alittle hard to cross but u will be fine....come on now...it's getting late....

U sent me home n say goodbye to me......

The next day I visited u

Aikawa : watcha doing here kid? I didn't expect u to remember where I stay~~~

Haneko : aikawa-San...I-I'll be stronger...I'll move on n I'll grow up into a strong man like u!!!

Aikawa : haha I feel like the boss of a Yankee or something. But it's good u hav such determination~~~study well n get onto the right path n I'm sure u will be a great man~~~

Haneko : yes!!! N by than I'll come back ask u to be my lover!!!!//blush alittle but with determination//

Aikawa :...hahahaa yea yea~~~until than kid~~~~

[[back to present]]

My mouth was open wide n it was hanging.... T-this kid...is that boy years ago?!?!!!!! I-isn't there just too much of a change?!?!!!!!!

The last time I saw him his around my height only?!?!!!!

N wat happen to the short hair with weird highlights?!?!!!! Where's the Yankee uniform n mischievous look?!?!!!! 

I-cannot---brain this---

Haneko : a-aikawa-San?????

Aikawa : y-yea I'm fine---it's just that...u change so much I hardly recognize u---//scratch the back of his head// I still remember I stop meeting u edi. I never knew u would come back---to fulfill yr promise----

Haneko : yes....I would never forget that promise...n oso during these years I've been studying very hard n work out everyday to become a man like aikawa-San~~~~

Aikawa :....*sigh* body like a man but head still like a child //push hanekos forehead//  come on let's get goin. It's getting late n u hav schul tomorow

I walk Haneko home. I pull out a cigarette n light it up. Than I notice Haneko look at me anxiously.

Aikawa :...oh no...u can't hav one---

Haneko : ehh??? N-no I just like the way u smoke that's all~~~//smiles Hppily//

This dude is truly mess up.....

Aikawa : nee---I never heard about yr parents before~~~how are they?

Haneko : my parents? They were divorce~~~they both hav their own family now~~~n they just left me with this house. They giv me money monthly n also my dad n his new family will come n visit once in awhile~~~~

....fugh....that is a more mess up family backstory.....I shud really stop asking these weird stuff....however, he dosent seem muc affected by it as if he was used to it by now.....

Soon we reach his house but there was light coming out if the windows. When we step infront of the door it opened n there was a mn standing there.

Mitobe : Haneko~~~ where hav u been I came to visit~~~

Haneko : dad??? I didn't know u will visit today~~~~

Aikawa : ...h-hi....

We exchange greetings n Haneko help introduce us to each other~~~

Than the man call his wife to come to greet me as well... But the sight only brought me horror...

Yuki :.....Hiroshi?....

Aikawa :....hey yuki....

Mitobe : u guys know each other?

Yuki : yes...yes we do...

Aikawa : //tighting his grip/// w-well it's getting late I'll take my leave now bye~~~

I left....I never look back...

The next morning in the construction site,

Yawns. Gosh I'm tired... Thinking shit for while night n didn't get much of a sleep. I need to get some rest after this----

Ishida : AHHHHH aikawa-San u look horrible!!!! Yr black circles n weak face---it's scarying me!!! Go into the office n rest!!! Don't freak the other workers along!!!!

Aikawa : got it---yishhh.....

I drag my self into the office n rest my body on the sofa....it feels good to finally get some rest......

I fell asleep very fast n before I knew it I woke up kinda late edi....I look at my watch n it's edi close to brunch time.....aiii....than I notice something next the sofa....Haneko....

He was sleeping with his droll dripping out.....wait...isn't he suppose to be in schul?????

Aikawa : oiii Haneko!!! Why are u here?!?!! Shudnt u be in schul???

Haneko : huh? Ah---aikawa-San morning~~~

Aikawa : don't morning me??? Shudnt u be in schul????

Haneko : ah~~~I was actually just gonna say hi to u but than I saw u asleep n didn't wanna wake u up so I just sit next to u so when u wake up I can say hi but than the atmosphere was so relaxing I fell asleep too~~~~

.......to be honest...comin from this boy, I'm no longer suprise.....

Aikawa : come on now!!! If u run u still can catch up with the other half of schul!!! Go!!!

Haneko : y-yessss

With that he ran away with alittle of bed hair in the side... I wonder if he notice....

Putting the kid aside....my head still kinda feel light.....I think I can handle it....

That night, I went to drink by myself...I guess u can say I'm just trying to drink my headache n dizzy ness away.....

Soon I was edi on the road to home. My footstep was wiggly and I can't really catch a grip of the floor.... It was dark n only street lights around....it must be very late edi. Than I sudden grab, covering my mouth n a knife stick towards my neck.

"Quiet!! If u don't wanna die than just giv me yr money"

Oh....a thief...watever...not like it matter or anything....

Before he could take my wallet n so on, a sudden punch went flying towards the thief. He was hit n his hand release me but the knife kinda cut alittle of my cheek.

Haneko : aikawa-San????

I touch my cheek n the blood was there.

Haneko : aikawa-San are u alrite????

Aikawa : I-I'm fine it's just a tiny scratch...

Than Haneko when quiet m his glare towards the thief was as if inviting him to hell....

Haneko grab the fallen thief n pull him up before headbutting. He punch n kick the dude before using the knife to point at the thief. I pull myself towards Haneko n grab his hand.

Aikawa : didn't I tell u not to fight anymore.....

Damn my head hurts n maybe I shudnt hav drank so much----

I look up n Haneko is giving me a very disappointed expression....brat....

We let the thief escape. Than Haneko just carry me up n brought me home. I can't believe his strong enough to carry a big man like me....

At home, Haneko rush to get bandage while I went to the kitchen to grab another beer. But before I could took a sip, Haneko hit it away from me making the can of beer drop n spill on the ground.

Aikawa :...wats wrong with u brat?....

Haneko : aikawa-San that's not like u?!?! Stop drinking edi!! Look wat happen to u!!!

Aikawa : tch...get away from me----

Before I could get myself away Haneko force a kiss onto me. It was warm....his tongue plays around my mouth. W-where did this boy learn such a thing---???? But it made my body very weak n I tremble. I became very dizzy n not clear of myself. I don't know if it's the affect if the kiss or the beer----

Haneko :....taste bitter...

Aikawa : I drank a lot....

I'm not sure wats goin on but I just wanna hug him....I wrap my hands around Haneko n hug him tightly....it was very warm....his tall n huge

Haneko :...aikawa-San...

He grab me n kiss me lustfully.

We soon ended up in bed as he kiss my body. He plays around with my nipples n it trembles my body.

Aikawa : hnnnnn----h-Haneko s-stop---

Haneko : I-I'm sori aikawa-San...

He took of his shirt n I could see his body. He was very well build n is muscular----before I knew it, he was edi pulling my pants of. 

Aikawa : s-stop ahhh----

Haneko : a-aikawa-San u don't wear underwear....

He smile happily like he won a prize or something but I was dead ambrassing by it... Than I felt a cold wet thing enter my hole.

Aikawa : w-wat r u doin?!! S-stopp ahhh hnnnnnn!!!!

Shit---I letting out moan like a woman!!! I cover my mouth with my hands as I tear up in pain n also pleasure. Blushing hard, i could see Haneko licking his fingers n putting it into my hole as he slowly stroke my erected penis. 

Haneko : aikawa-San can take in 3 if my fingers~~~

Aikawa : s-stop u idiot!! It's ambrassing-----

I feel stupid for blushing so much that it suck...

Haneko : I'm sori aikawa-San but I'll be gentle...

W-wat??? Haneko took of his bottom wears and he reveal his erected penis that was throbbing with precum.... W-wait!!! Isn't that alittle to big for a teenager??? He pushed his large dick into my hole n it hurts so badly!!!

Aikawa : s-stop!! Hnnnn I-it won't fit---AHHH!!!

It hurts but yet one side of my is drown in pleasure. I feel like I'm turning into a perverted old man.

He was in me but than he pushed all the way in n start moving slowly. As he said he is being gentle to me.

Aikawa :....h-Haneko....

I was crying in pain but yet I wanna kiss him so badly.....I grab onto him and pull myself up to Kiss him. I pull my face away after kissing him n I saw his expression. It was in disbelief n shocking. He thsn suddenly pull he straight up in a sitting manner n start thrusting me faster n harder.

Aikawa : ah-ahhhhh h-Haneko---I-it hurts!!!! S-stopppp!!!

Haneko : I-I'm sori aikawa-San just bare with it for awhile.....

It hurts---every thrust he had stimulates my entire body----I was tearing up n I cant get a grip on my mind anymore....soon Haneko starts to spill his seed into me with warning. I can feel his thrust harden n his body trembling as his hot cums enter my body.....

Aikawa :....u shud at least say when u yr gonna come---

Haneko : I-Ian sori...//panting//

I push Haneko down in a sleeping position n slowly pull his large dick out if my hole.

Aikawa :....I'll love u back now....

Gosh I sound like a real pervert now...

Slowly I hold onto hanekos still erected penis m slowly move my hole into it. It was painful n huge but I pushed it thru.

Haneko : a-aikawa-San---

Aikawa : stop!!! Don't move....just watch.....

This is ambrassing bug my body is taking over my head....

I sit up straight onto that large penis is start moving on my own....it hurts n it won't go all the way thru....I'm trying so hard----I tear up as it hurt yet the pleasure was unbelievable.....

Thsn suddenly Haneko grab onto my hips n start ramping onto my all the way thru. Penetrating the deepest if me.

Aikawa : a-ahhhh s-stopp!!! D-dint I tell u to just watch?!?!!!

Haneko : I-I'm Sori but aikawa-San is trying so hard...I-it's to cute of u...I cannot help myself!!!

His penis is hitting me in the spot. His moving faster n my penis us starting to throb in excitement

Aikawa : I-I can't take it anymore---n-needa come---

Haneko : it's alrite....we will come together....

He grab onto my penis strokes it hard as my hole is getting ramp on harder. Soon he release out seeds together. However, his endless amount of cum flooded me inside.

I was exhausted. He pull out his penis n the white fluid just burst out if my hole. But u can't get a hold oc myself anymore. Haneko hug me as I slowly falling apart.

Haneko :...I love u....

That was the last word I heard before u feel asleep.

The next morning I woke up with the greater headache u ever had not to mention my hips felt like it's gonna break any second soon....I look next to me n Haneko is sleeping there next to me on my bed....we really did do it lady night didn't we? Not mention!! Why ux this kid bloody strong?!?!!! He almost break every bone in me!!! I guess I really am not as young as u used to be----owww...

I look at the sleeping Haneko n he look like a little kid~~~but one thing is he seems yo frown a lot during when he sleep. I poke my hand onto his friend expression.

Aikawa : if u frown to much u will get wrinkles~~~

Haneko : huh?....aikawa-San...

He instinctly hug me n grab me down like a pillow n I can't seem to break away----srsly wats with this kids madly strength?!?!!

Haneko :...yesterday was not a dream after all---

Aikawa : oh course not y shitty brat!!! H almost broke my hips!!!

Haneko : I-I'm sori----I did something bad to aikawa-san---//sniff//

Aikawa : ahhh shit!! Don't cry on me again....a-after all...I-it's not like I don't like it....

Damn it I'm blushing like a high schul girl!!! I move my eyes alittle to look at Haneko n his eyes is full of sparkles.

Haneko : Aikawa-San!!!!

Aikawa : w-wat?!?? G-bet away from meh!!!!!!!

I finally get out of hanekos hug. Of course after I punch him in the head. 

Aikawa : sit down. I made breakfast....

Haneko : y-yes!!!

Wats wrong with him? Why is he do happy with food?...

Haneko : //eating like a little kid with rice on his cheek//

Aikawa :*sigh* for someone yr size u sure are kiddish //take the rice of his cheek n eat it//

Haneko : //blush alittle// I-I'll go get more rice---

He than walk toward the kitchen but in his wat there I answered his confession....

"If it's with an old guy like me...I don't mind..."

As I was saying it I pretend to drink the miso soup as to cover up the blush on my face.....I peek a little at hanekos direction n his face light up in disbelief yet full if joy.

Haneko : a-Aikawa-San?!?! Does that mean it's a yes?????

Aikawa : h-huh??? E-ughh....w-we did it last night...--n-n it's not like I hate u or anything.....

He than suddenly hug me tightly.

Aikawa : h-Haneko!! G-get a-away---

N than he cried....like a literal cried. He was happy that i accepted his love. I wipe his tears n smile. Than I gave him a kiss...."I love u too...."

Like I said....my life is a joke. But my most precious thing now is Haneko...my cry baby lover~~~~